Goo Goo Dolls - Name. This last year, I have lost a lot, and I have felt out of control of so much happening in and around my life. I tried to rationalize it away - many others have felt what I do, why am I making a big deal of this? Billy Joel - Pressure.

An epitaph to an old friend is what I must make. How to be romantic about a place that was disgustingly dirty and had the foulest bathrooms ever? Know of what could sprout from the dirty and muck that lived there. The many late nights and early mornings that led to friendships, lovers, husbands and wives. Books that started, books that died. People who puked their love after stupid drinking in Belltown. My friend Josh proposing to someone he never met on his knee.

and still I want to smack someone. I will punch you in the neck like a TV midget. I had surgery on Thursday to put the plate and pins in. Fortunately, no ligaments were hurt in the making of this real life drama. It will be a huge relief to get out and run. So runners, I ask you this can I run once I get my cast on? So if y.

Why am I so differently wired? Am I a martian? Why am I so differently wired in my noggin? As always, .